Tuesday, September 20, 2011

interviews

I went on my second interview today and I am so not good at them! As I was leaving I thought of a million better ways to answer the questions that were asked! Just look at my resume don't ask me questions!!! It was for Wildlife and Fisheries working with their enforcement agents and criminal records. I would LOVE to do this job but since I suck at interviews .... anyway I know better how to prepare for the next interview. I was caught off guard because there was 10 other people waiting to be interviewed. Then when you went in the room there was 3 men asking the questions. I blew one of the questions about purchasing - I said I did not have experience which is not true but I froze.I did correct myself but we will see how that goes. AHHH. oh well I can't change that interview I can just prepare better for the next one. Maybe my degree in criminology and my Navy history will help me on that one even if I could not speak up for myself.
Then I tripped on something in Katie's room and my foot is hurting so bad. I may have to go back to the Dr - it is the outside of my foot in the middle. hurts BAD!!
I have the kids cleaning their rooms for punishment for not listening to me! Jaxon is going to be upset he still has homework and he is wasting his time in his room. He will not get to play much today. He got his first F yesterday I was sooo mad because he did not follow direction. Pay attention and follow direction is that really too much to ask?
Why haven't I heard anything from these people - come on 3 hours is enough time!

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

still no job

it is funny each time I apply for a job they seem to post one I want more. I am still waiting on interviews from any of the jobs I posted, went on one last week. I have intention of taken the job but it was good practice. Why would I not take the job if offered - it is downtown so that would mean an hour drive each way with this awesome traffic.
The latest job I applied for is Wildlife and Fisheries. It is off perkins by Pennington so I have 2 ways of getting there. Depending on the hours the traffic should not be too bad. I have a friend who works there and said he would put in a good word for me - hopefully it will at least get me an interview!
Things are going alright around here. Getting into the swing of school, cub scouts and soccer. Cheer for Katie - I missed the girl scout sign up so hopefully I can still get her in????
Erik is living in Houma during the week and comes home on the weekends. The kids are doing alright with that. But we just found out he will not be home 2 weekends in a row thanks to travels to Texas and people from Texas coming here.... we will see how the kids handle that!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Job search

Here is a list of Jobs I have applied for, they are all for the state. The only one that I really don't want is the Information Technology one - it is the title I had before with the state and the job is down town so I would be driving about an hour, no good!
Each of the other jobs I would love to have! Now all I need to do is get one. I have been marking an answer wrong on the forms except for the VA counselor one - I actually called the state to see what I should mark (about re-employment with the state). One of the HR jobs is at a corrections center in the next town over so that would be great for traffic, the other HR job I REALLY want is with the fire and Police - really want that one! The Admin Program Specialist is with Department of correction which would be pretty cool also. Then the VA Counselor would rock since I have already used so of the programs and I could learn about more that are available! I would love to help other Veterans get as much help as possible. That one is only filled by veterans so that helps me our even more!

Veterans Assistance Counselor 1
Administrative Program Specialist A
HUMAN RESOURCES ANALYST A
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY TELECOMMUNICATIONS TECHNICAL ANALYST 1
HUMAN RESOURCES CONSULTANT A

I also turned in my resume to some of the industrial offices today, none had jobs posted but it can't hurt to have them on file!

Now the waiting game begins! Give me a chance, I am a really hard worker!!

Say a special prayer today for Sarah, her surgery is tomorrow, I pray for her, Jerry and Amanda and the team working on her!!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

workout

Today at the gym my trainer Carole told me that some guy stopped her the other day in the parking lot to tell her he noticed how much I have changed since I have been working out and he was impressed. Then today as I was leaving a lady stopped me to say pretty much the same thing! So my day was made by two strangers. It really means a lot to see that people notice the hard work I am doing! So it makes me sad to think once I find a job I have to stop this program. I just can't see bringing the kids to the play room at the gym after being in aftercare. I decided that I would start writing down my workout each day and that way I should have a good list once I find a job so I can continue at home. I would only need to get a few kettle bells to continue since we have the TRX system I can use that for the banded loops and I have a ball the only other thing I don't have is the plyo box but I can get a step for that. It makes me happy that I have figured out a way to continue something that I love - ok I only love it after the workout is complete! during it I wish I could go back to my nonworkout workouts! Yeah ME!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

First day

Today jax started 2nd grade! I am so excited for him. I hope he continues to be happy with his teacher I have not heard too many great things about her so I am keeping my fingers crossed she can handle him and not rush to label him as the talker that he is!!



While jax was at school Katie had fun in the tub



Being bubble girl!

Monday, August 08, 2011

Katie's room

Yes this is what her room looks like after she Plays with friends! They sure can make a mess!




I applied for a job today doing HR for the police and fire for the state - I would LOVE this job so say a prayer for me. I do realize my application may be rejected because I do not have a current test score but civil service said it was up to each department and since I am a former state worker it could go in either direction but the job closes tomorrow so I had to try! Most prepare myself for the changes as sad as this all may be! I thank all of you!


Saturday, August 06, 2011

It was a bust




We went to the balloons last night and there was a thunder storm rolled in and shut everything down! at least we got to see a few balloons inflate and the kids got a few cards but that was it. No fireworks for us :( better luck next year!
Oh the happy side hallie and the kids came back to our house and played for a while before heading back home! We will see the tomorrow for cousins weekend!!

Thursday, August 04, 2011

Choices

I have to make a choice about Disney in November, I want to go and take the kids but I really do not know if I can handle both kids alone. I know the whole family is going to be there but I realistically can't expect someone else to help me. I know everyone says they will but that is not fair to them and their family. So I can cancel and plan something that Erik will go to (maybe if work is not too busy) or I go to Disney alone.
I have a while to decided but this is what is on my mind right now - maybe I am trying not to think about other things so I am focused on something trivial. The kids don't listen at home so I think I am crazy to try Disney alone.

Yeah life!

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

Lego fun!

The kids were punished today for fighting with each other so I pulled out the legos from 2 Christmas ago and they spend all day working together and playing alone with their legos
Katie had here princess ballroom


While jaxon build a jeep - took him all day




Tuesday, August 02, 2011

School is almost here

Today I worked at the school giving out school supplies and putting together the home and school packets. One more week till the kids to back to school :(
Even with everything going on I think the kids had a good summer. We spent a lot of time with neighborhood friends and family. We still have some fun left - balloons on Friday, cousins weekend sat and Sunday. Plus I plan on going to jump and jive and the best (not) chuck e cheese!



Saturday, July 30, 2011

A little too late

Here is the ring Erik gave me back in April. He had bought me the diamond around our 10year anniversary. I did not know how I wanted it set so it sat in my jewelry box till I felt we had the money to go and get the diamond set. We found this setting, he loved it so we set the diamond. I was so excited, I love this ring, I love that I was able to set the diamond in something that would show it off.
I did not show off the ring when I got it, I did not post it on Facebook and I did not post it on this blog and I did not run around bragging about it - that is not me. I should have because that is what he wanted me to do, he did not tell me this but I should have known. Instead my silence was taken to mean I did not care, I did not love the ring, I did not appreciate what was done for me. I still wear the ring and will continue to wear the ring. I don't know how to take it off. I still have faith and hope that time will heal.



I ask my self why am I posting some of this stuff on my blog - hopefully it can save someone else. I don't know what to do this is something I never wanted to learn about much less actually live through.
Just some crazy rants

Thursday, July 28, 2011

How

It is funny people keep saying - wow you are holding up so well - How am I suppose to act? I have 2 kids that have asked me to stop crying. I have 2 kids that need a strong mom. I have 2 kids that love me very much and I can not fail them. I do not know how I am suppose to act - I am not going to crawl up in a ball and waste my time being sad. Am I sad - yes I am devastated, I am mad, I am crushed, but I am hopeful and I have faith. Maybe reality has not set in. Maybe I have too much faith and hope. But that is how I make it through the day. I have to be strong to answer all of jaxon's questions. I have to be strong so they know it is not them. I have to find strength I never needed before. I have my moments. Just because it is not in front of people does not mean I am not hurting, crushed, and devastated. I have to make everything is "normal" for the kids. You really can't judge someone else and their ability to be strong because until you are placed in their shoes you have no idea how to act or how you will react. I am trying to fix myself. I am trying to be strong. So how am I holding up so well 2 names - jaxon and Katie!


Yeah life!

Monday, July 25, 2011

Up and down

So today was full of a lot of ups and downs! Now that more people know what is going on I am seeing how many people love me and want to help me! I truly am blessed. My parents were super supportive! My sister-in-laws are there for me and my friends are checking on me to make sure I am making it through the day. Both my brothers are full of advise, support, and love! I am finding out that I even have a support system at the gym with people I have only known a few months! I can not express how much all of you mean to me. This is going to be hard no matter how it turns out and I can not thank you enough.
At first I was embarrassed - how could this happen to me but I am learning that life happens and we pay for our mistakes and missteps. The more I learn the more I truly believe this was unavoidable. Now I have to be strong and hold my head high and move on. I need to better myself for my sake and the sake of our children. I need to be strong and make the right choices and not make any rash decisions. I need to figure out the next step and not be afraid to make and I need to be strong

Thank you all for being here for me!!


Yeah life!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Back to the blog

So I got on trouble with Megan for not keeping up with my blog so here I go
The kids and I are in Texas right now. We came for Izaac's 8th birthday party. The kids live to skate so they had a blast!
The kids also love the animals here...


The chickens



And the praying mantas



They flew around the house and were very fun to play with especially the one that landed on my face!

Location:Barcelona Dr,Friendswood,United States

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Wedding

Today my brother-in-law Kirk got married and we had to dress up. It was not as bad as I imaged it to be. Very small wedding but very nice.


This picture was from the reversal last night, very nice place to have the wedding!


Picking out Katie's dress was pretty hard but she finally picked this blue one



This is Kirk




Wednesday, May 11, 2011

a little disappointed??

So today it has been 2 weeks since I measured and I was a little disappointed that I had not lost anything in my hips and chest but I did lose 1/2 inch in the thigh, arm and belly. My trainer Carole and Erik both said that was really good so I guess I should be happy but I only lost 3.5 lbs in 2 weeks - once again that is not bad and is a good weight loss especially after a really bad eating weekend.
Things I have learned -
1 - Alcohol is not my friend any more. (was it ever??) but it really does play a big part in my weight.
2 - I have learned to like exercise and push myself more then I have before (like not lowering weights when I am tired)
3 - I don't want to eat bad so I ruin all my hard work

I think I am ready to start the big group class. I will try one next week and see how it goes!

Monday, May 09, 2011

Mother 's day

I had a great Mother's day. The kids kept fighting to a minimal and Erik spoiled me! He made the breakfast I asked for and the ribs I loved and even humored me with a snowball dinner!
Plus he took Jaxon to get my pandora bracelet!



Yeah life!

Monday, May 02, 2011

still going strong

I am still going strong after 3 weeks of Art of Strength. I am getting stronger and able to do more and it is actually exciting ! When I first started I could not put my feet in the ropes and do knee bends - in a push up position but with your feet in rope rings and then pull your knees in, today I was able to do 3 set - 12, 9, 11. I was so excited and my trainer was excited that I am getting stronger which helps with motivation!
I did box jumps - and even fell but I got right back up and continued while laughing. I am very lucky that the gym is pretty empty when I am there.
I never thought I would look forward to working out and going to the gym! I am very happy that I found this program and that it was affordable! I am even ok with the fact that I am not getting results yesterday! I am feeling better and excited to see what changes are going to happen over the next few months.


I am so excited about Bin Laden! Last night I went through a bunch emotions. It better not affect Erik coming home on Thursday! Thank goodness Qatar is a pretty neutral and safe place. I will be able to breath once he is out of the middle east and back on US soil!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Sarah has a hard life!!


MaMere and pawpaw have a blue pool!



Location:Spring break fun!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Trial run

Completed my first week of Art of Strength training - wow did nit realize how little I actually worked out before and the crazy thing is I love it. Now while I am doing it I don't like it but I power through. Some things I have learned

I may be right handed but my left Leg is stronger then the right. My theory is - my back - I still have lots of pain mostly on my right side and mostly in my right leg. I take aleve every night just to sleep through the pain. So I think I babied that side and over the years have made it significantly weaker. They say this training will help that.
The next thing I learned is that Erik was right (yes I said it, Erik was right) I really have not been working out enough or doing enough. Now I am not seeing physical changes yet but I do feel better overall and now I drip sweat ( gross). Sweat is perfume of the fit ....
I am actually enjoying working out - after the fact that is. While I am being tortured I am not feeling the love. But afterwards I really realize I am enjoying this program. And I am disappointed that I will miss this Friday and Monday. Then 2 weeks straight in May/June and another week in June! I am trying to figure out what I can do so I do not go back to ground zero with the soreness. The colorado I will bring the TRX with me ( who is this person that wants to exercise?)
I even started tracking my food again today because I realized it was pointless to workout and then eat bad and I need to make sure I am eating enough!
Now if I could only get some more sleep tonight. Woke up at 3:00 and have been up since it is now 5, I have been doing laundry :(


Yeah life!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Earth Day

We went to Earth Day today and had a great time!
There was painting and drawing and lots of crafts for the kids to do!
Great fun day!!





Saturday, April 16, 2011

Katie's Tangled cake




This was a fun and easy cake to make! I was very happy with the way it turned out and Katie LOVED it!!

Katie's birthday - a week late

I now have a five year old! We had a great week celebrating her birthday!

She had a Tangled theme party at an indoor play ground. The favorite part for everyone was the race track at the bottom







Friends from school


Everyone had a blast! It was nice to have a party at a new place

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

21 days!

Just brought Erik to the airport now we have 21 days till he is home. Yeah for last trip to Qatar - now lets see where this takes us.

So for the next 21 days I will be working hard following the Art of Strength program at Foxy's so far it is kicking my Ass but I am hanging in there. Today there was only one exercise I could not do - in either form, but that is alright I just need to strengthen my core and I will concur that one as well. I am actually a little (very little) disappointed I will miss the gym for 5 days, only because I know it will be really hard when I go back after Easter by then we will be Half way done with Erik's trip!
Anyway Yeah for 21 days!

16 Harsh Truths that Make Us Stronger

I saw this on a friends Facebook page and wanted to share:

Life is not easy. – Hard work makes people lucky – it’s the stuff that brings dreams to reality. So start every morning ready to run farther than you did yesterday and fight harder than you ever have before. (Read The Road Less Traveled.)
You will fail sometimes. – The faster you accept this, the faster you can get on with being brilliant. You’ll never be 100% sure it will work, but you can always be 100% sure doing nothing won’t work. So get out there and do something! Either you succeed or you learn a vital lesson. Win – Win.

Right now, there’s a lot you don’t know. – The day you stop learning is the day you stop living. Embrace new information, think about it and use it to advance yourself.
There may not be a tomorrow. – Not for everyone. Right now, someone on Earth is planning something for tomorrow without realizing they’re going to die today. This is sad but true. So spend your time wisely today and pause long enough to appreciate it.

There’s a lot you can’t control. – Wasting your time, talent and emotional energy on things that are beyond your control is a recipe for frustration, misery and stagnation. Invest your energy in the things you can control.
Information is not true knowledge. – Knowledge comes from experience. You can discuss a task a hundred times, but these discussions will only give you a philosophical understanding. You must experience a task firsthand to truly know it.
You can’t be successful without providing value. – Don’t waste your time trying to be successful, spend your time creating value. When you’re valuable to the world around you, you will be successful. (Read Linchpin: Are You Indispensable?)
Someone else will always have more than you. – Whether it’s money, friends or magic beans that you’re collecting, there will always be someone who has more than you. But remember, it’s not how many you have, it’s how passionate you are about collecting them. It’s all about the journey.

You can’t change the past. – As Maria Robinson once said, “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” You can’t change what happened, but you can change how you react to it.
The only person who can make you happy is you. – The root of your happiness comes from your relationship with yourself. Sure external entities can have fleeting effects on your mood, but in the long run nothing matters more than how you feel about who you are on the inside.

There will always be people who don’t like you. – You can’t be everything to everyone. No matter what you do, there will always be someone who thinks differently. So concentrate on doing what you know in your heart is right. What others think and say about you isn’t all that important. What is important is how you feel about yourself.
You won’t always get what you want. – As Mick Jagger once said, “You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need.” Look around. Appreciate the things you have right now. Many people aren’t so lucky.
In life, you get what you put in. – If you want love, give love. If you want friends, be friendly. If you want money, provide value. It really is this simple. (Read The Four Agreements.)

Good friends will come and go. – Most of your high school friends won’t be a part of your college life. Most of your college friends won’t be a part of your 20-something professional life. Most of your 20-something friends won’t be there when your spouse and you bring your second child into the world. But some friends will stick. And it’s these friends – the ones who transcend time with you – who matter.

Doing the same exact thing every day hinders self growth. – If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. Growth happens when you change things – when you try new things – when you stretch beyond your comfort zone.

You will never feel 100% ready for something new. – Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means you won’t feel totally comfortable or ready for it.

And remember, trying to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. Strength comes from being comfortable in your own skin.


My favorite is the last one - I didn't feel 100% ready to start a new exercise program but I did and it is kicking my ass but I am still doing it and I will be a better person because of it!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Family date night

I have wanted to do this class for a while and now that Katie is older I thought we would try. They did the inside and added all the stuff. But now I know how to do it I can't wait to see what they come up with! Fun night











They also made little cars which were very cute! Katie went a little crazy adding things but we had fun!

got my ass kicked today

SO today at the gym we meet with a trainer - Erik and I - boy did she kick my ass. But it felt really good when it was done. There was one exercise I could only do 8 reps of, so sad. But after it was said and done I signed up for semi-private training. They are groups of 2 to 4 people but if no one wants to be there when you are there then it becomes private training even though you are paying semi-private price! Yeah Foxy's. We played with kettle bells and ropes today. The ropes are not as easy as they look. But I am done looking and feeling like this so instead of putting this off till Aug like Erik and I talked about we went ahead and signed me up today. I go Wednesday for my first training. I told the trainer today that I was not going to like her.
Last week I had Erik telling me what to do and setting up the machines for me. I even told Megan I was lazy and was not going to be doing the weights while Erik was gone, well now that is not true because the trainers well hover over me and make sure I get things done. Pray my back holds up to this! I am excited - bring the pain trainer lady!

Friday, April 08, 2011

Friday, April 01, 2011


What happens to pool noodles on April fools day?


They are turned in to cakes for the kids!



We will "plant" the seeds tonight and they will magically become donuts in the morning.... If Erik gets up early enough to bet jaxon up!



sinusitis bronchitis

I have been congested and coughing for almost 3 weeks now, so today I went to the Dr and was told I was going to be treated for sinusitis bronchitis. Yeah! I now have $100 worth of drugs - a mixture of OTC and Prescription. The OTC was actually more then the 3 prescriptions - crazy drug companies!
I also went to the eye Dr. yesterday - I thought it had been about 2 years since I went in, oh no it had been 4. No wonder my glasses are turning green.... SO i ordered a new pair of glasses and sunglasses today. The lady at Target was wonderful and very honest with what looked good and what didn't! So I had 3 people help me pick out glasses, so they should look good! And I found out that with my eyes Lasiks is not a great idea since they are not bad - there is a huge chance of them over correcting my eyes and then I would still have to wear glasses for reading... does not seem worth it for the money. So I will stop wondering and deciding if I actually want to try it.
Going to make the kids fake cupcakes for april fools day... pictures to follow!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

where did the time go

It is amazing how fast the time seems to be flying by - except when I think it has only been 2 weeks since Erik left for Qatar then the time seems to stand still!
I realized last night that next weekend is Mardi Gras. There are sooo many people heading to disney next week, they should just call it south Louisiana week there. We have the whole week off and all I have planned is a trip to the dentist, which I need to make an appointment for.
I should be icing a cake but I am enjoying the quite morning before the kids get up and start fighting about one thing or another, I really need to work with Jaxon on seeing the positive side of things. Last night we went to a parade with Ethan and Brayden and Rachel, charley and Taylor. We all had fun, but instead of seeing the things he did get he kept pointing out all the stuff he did not get - he doesn;t even play with the footballs but he was upset they were throwing them at Brayden and not him - well Brayden was on his dad's shoulders and he was at ground level - explain that to a 7 year old! Before that we went to a birthday party at the skating rink - the kids skated the whole time but when asked if Jaxon had fun, he says no because he hurt his knee. AHHHH, you did have fun and now you have a man mark (as he calls it)
But we did have a super fun saturday - Pinkalious in the morning, skating, then a parade all that was missing was Erik

now I really need to go finish this cake!

Thursday, February 03, 2011

Why Worry?

Thanks Hillary for this article!
http://www.cnn.com/2011/LIVING/01/26/o.questions.change.your.life/index.html?hpt=T2
Here are the 3 questions that I can relate to the most:
Why worry?
These two words, considered sincerely, can radically reconfigure the landscape of your mind. Worry rarely leads to positive action; it's just painful, useless fear about hypothetical events, which scuttles happiness rather than ensuring it. Some psychologists say that by focusing on gratitude, we can shut down the part of the brain that worries. It actually works!
What's so funny?
Adults tend to put this question to children in a homicidal-sounding snarl, which is probably why as you grew up, your laughter rate dropped from 400 times a day (for toddlers) to the grown-up daily average of 15. Regain your youth by laughing at every possible situation. Then, please, tell us what's funny -- about everyday life, about human nature, even about pain and fear. We'll pay you anything.
Are my thoughts hurting or healing?
Your situation may endanger your life and limbs, but only your thoughts can endanger your happiness. Telling yourself a miserable mental story about your circumstances creates suffering. Telling yourself a more positive and grateful story, studies show, increases happiness. Wherever you are, whatever you're doing, choose thoughts that knit your heart together, rather than tear it apart.

Why Worry that is something I really need to remember and work on! I wasted a day yesterday on a worry - a useless fear about a hypothetical event! when you put it that way I kinda feel sick thinking I wasted my day, one of only 12 with Erik. Worry has consumed too much of my time lately. I need to just live life and deal with the events as they happen not worry about the what ifs! That is so much easier said then done! I have a great life and I really need to enjoy what I have! This month I am going to work on Stop Worrying! Erik thinks I am looking for something to worry about. So now I am worried that I look pathetic. It really is a horrible vicious cycle that I need to break! With saying all this my thoughts are absolutely hurting me. I need to cut off the negative thoughts as soon as I start having them and replace them with happy helpful thoughts.
I am now going to exercise, I started the 10 years thinner work out (not the diet too restrictive for me) I am on day four and I get to rest tomorrow! My legs are hurting so I hope that means I really will see a change in about 2 weeks like they say!
Why Worry???

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Homemade love

Here is our really big valentine for Erik. We ha fun making it! It is a mix of jaxon's and Katie's hands.




Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Friday nights artwork

I finally added the black around the kids artwork. I think they turned out great.



Jaxon's artwork


Katie's artwork

Monday, January 24, 2011

Loves her doll




Yeah life!

Katie's new doll KK

She is so excited her doll came today! She saved all her Christmas and bought it last week!


Yeah life!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Thursday, January 20, 2011

we have a plan - I think

We can see the light at the end of the tunnel for Erik working in Qatar. It was kinda up in the air - was he coming home in May for good or extending till Nov. The people in Qatar really wanted him to stay and we were really debating it, he would not have missed any more holidays and maybe we could have actually saved some money instead of just paying off the bills. Well we did not have to make the decision, Erik's manager in Texas made it for us. He will not grant permissions for Erik to stay another 6 months. I fully understand that. He either wants Erik back in his position or leave so he can fill the position. Which leads me to assume he actually has jobs for Erik to work on - when Erik left he was having to find his own projects and they were not very good ones. (at least I did not think they were). So now the managers in Qatar are pissed that he is leaving, but at least he is not the one burning the bridges and if a really cool expat job comes up and one of them is the manager over it he has a good chance at getting it. so with all that being said he is coming home next Thursday staying for 2 weeks, back there for 6 weeks, home for 2 back for 3 and done. Then he will take off all of May and half of June before going back to work in New Orleans or where ever they may send him.
Then we found out Erik's brother is getting married - again - but this is the first wedding we are invited to (it is his 3rd) so we are heading to Colorado in May. So we are not rushed we are taking Jaxon out of school 3 days early. I need to talk to a few more people but it looks like the grades have to be in the friday before so I am not sure what they have to do on Monday - wednesday. Well I know Wednesday they only go to school for 2 hours. He may miss awards day, but I do not see him getting any award except honor roll, and that award doesn't even have his name on it.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Found One!!



I am so excited that I actually found a picture of Erik and I together in uniform! This was when we were going through the Suez Canal! I wish we had more together but one is better then none!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

what am I doing???

I am driving myself crazy - that is what I am doing! I need to figure out a lot of things, how do get rid of more stuff without feeling guilty that I am giving away so much money. How not to yell at my kids and how to raise kids that will listen! And not just listen when I yell. How to stick with a healthy eating plan!!!! This is the big one. I have the workout thing down, I work out 5 times a week, 6 times last week. But I will not stick to a eating plan. I love WW, I know it works but for some reason I will not do it. I already have plans to start again tomorrow. I am going to get some more fruits and veggies and running shoes after I workout tomorrow. I did really well when Megan and I did our little game but as soon as we stopped I stopped. Why do I need a something like that, why isn't being healthy good enough? WHY WHY WHY?????
Tomorrow is a new day. I have things in place to make it a successful day - I can do this

Friday, January 14, 2011

makes me happy!



It is amazing how cleaning out my panty made me happy and made me feel like I did something today. I ended up with 2 1/2 trash bags of expired stuff! Wow I need to do this more then once a year!!
I plan on eating out of the freezer this week also so I can clean that up!

what's up with today?

Today is an off day. I have no desire to do anything!! I did get on the elliptical machine for 30 minutes this morning and stayed above 4.2 almost the whole time, but now I am done. I need to be doing things - cleaning out my pantry is on the list today.
I started a new work-out program, I told Erik I would give it 3 weeks, if I do not see a change then I will stop since I do not really enjoy it. I do not hate it but it is not may favorite thing to do - what is that - running. Maybe I need better shoes also, my shoes are not running shoes. If I keep up with it for 3 weeks then I will go get new shoes. Tomorrow will be the true test since it is Saturday - will I actually get up and do day three?

Sunday, January 09, 2011

raining Sunday

Ok so the points plan are not working so well for us, I forget to give out the chips - maybe this week will be better. I did have a good week, I tried cleaning out the toy room but the kids were helping so there was not a whole lot they were willing to part with, but this week I will get in there again and get rid of more stuff - right now it is just a box and a black garbage bag. I didn't workout as many times as I should have but I did make it to church with the kids and had a great lunch with my friends instead. I even took Katie on a play date which everyone enjoyed. I planned on staying 2 hours and we ended up being there for almost 4. The Mom and I worked on box tops and CC labels for the school (if you need a place to send yours I will take them) The school had a teacher doing all the work and she was too busy so we were losing money because they were expiring before she got around to mailing them in. Today I separated 750 Community Coffee labels which is over $75!! This is what the school had collect since the last pick-up in December! Oh back to the play date, Katie's classmate has an older sister in 3rd grade and her Jaxon played the whole time! So it was a great afternoon - minus the Saints oh well next year!
Today we had Jax indoor soccer game, which is always fun to watch such a fast pace game. His coach was getting on him for not following through with the ball, hopefully he will listen to him.

Now lets talk about the report cards.... Jaxon got all A so that is great, very proud of him
Katie does not get grades but she gets S - satisfactory , N - needs improvement , and c area of concern. She got 4 Ns
Listens attentively , stays on task, concept of Rhyming words, and directional words... when I saw this I wondered who's report card I got. If she is not listening and staying on Task then why has she never moved her clothes pen, shouldn't I have been made aware of this before it is on her report card. And rhyming words - come on we read Dr. Seuess all the time and their favorite ebook is the Rhyming Dust Bunnies. She runs around the house rhyming. The Directional words does not make sense either. So I need to find out if everyone got that mark (I know at least 2 other girls did) because they are just now learning them in class and felt they have not taught them enough or what. What is the testing or evaluation used for this. Ok I now this is only Pre-K and I should take this with a grain of salt but don't put marks like that on a report card with out explaining the process. One of the other Moms is just going to wait and see, while the other Mom had already sent the teacher an email. Really what are you expecting for a bunch of 4 and 5 year olds??

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

New Plan






With the new years brings some changes and outlooks. I am looking forward to what ever this year brings and I have started my new year today. I have started a new points system with the kids and also decided that I need to add my own points. That way I have someone to hold me accountable even if they are 4 and 7. I will get points for working out, drinking water, writing things down, no yelling, cleaning trouble areas, folding the clothes the same day ... I will have to come up with some more things