Choices

I have to make a choice about Disney in November, I want to go and take the kids but I really do not know if I can handle both kids alone. I know the whole family is going to be there but I realistically can't expect someone else to help me. I know everyone says they will but that is not fair to them and their family. So I can cancel and plan something that Erik will go to (maybe if work is not too busy) or I go to Disney alone.
I have a while to decided but this is what is on my mind right now - maybe I am trying not to think about other things so I am focused on something trivial. The kids don't listen at home so I think I am crazy to try Disney alone.

Yeah life!